Lady Antebellum - Need you now (Official music video)

Its a quarter after one, i'm a lil drunk and i need you now. :)

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Nitegrooves @365

Ok last night was a blast! Hahaha full team!!! I'm too tired to write down details BUT, look at those pics, we surely were having so much FUN!!! Yeyaaah!!! (Mya, Farrell, Zakki, Zarry, Wisnu, Risa, Arif, Emir, Agiel) WOOT WOOT!!!








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Taking it easy

Wookay! This is still a fight. Yes. I bet a million of people know how it feels. When you are fighting with your own ego. I need to stay calm, I need to keep my head on track. Ayayayaaaay... it's hard to do good things when doing bad is way easier and fun! hahaha....
The point is...goodness, facing consequences of being sincerely forgiving and forgetting is damn hard. I repeat. Too damn hard. I have to kill my ego. And i'm gonna do it right now.



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Cee Lo Green Performs Forget You With Gwyneth Paltrow Live @ Grammys 200...

read the lyrics and sing it with meeeee you peopleee!!!

I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!
Oo, oo, oooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough, I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
ha , aint that some shit?
ain't that some shit
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!
Oo, oo, oooo

Yeah I'm sorry, I can't afford a ferrari,
But that don't mean I can't get you there.
I guess he's an xbox and I'm more atari,
But the way you play your game ain't fair.

I pity the fooool that falls in love with you oh
(oh shit she's a gold digger)
Well
(just thought you should know nigga)
Ooooooh
I've got some news for you
Yeah go run and tell your little boyfriend

I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!
Oo, oo, oooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough, I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
ha , aint that some shh?
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!
Oo, oo, oooo

Now I know, that I had to borrow,
Beg and steal and lie and cheat.
Trying to keep ya, trying to please ya.
'Cause being in love with you ain't cheap.

now, I pity the fool that falls in love with you ohh
(oh shh she's a gold digger)
Well
(just thought you should know nigga)
Ooooooh
I've got some news for you
uh! I really hate your friend right now!

I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!
Oo, oo, oooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough, I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
ha , aint that some shh?
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!
Oo, oo, oooo

Now baby, baby, baby, why d'you wanna wanna hurt me so bad?
(so bad, so bad, so bad)
I tried to tell my mamma but she told me
"this is one for your dad"
(your dad, your dad, your dad)
Uh! Whhhy? Uh! Whhhy? Uh!
Whhhy lady? Oh! I love you
I still Love you!! Ohhhh...

____

ps: today went MC-ing for Manekineko's grand opening. And been dancing our butt off everytime we repeat this song. Greeattt song!!!
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Nay's 27th :D

Soooo...another geng birthday! Hahaha...i went there straight from the beach Tj.Lesung, you can see how 'baked' i am there! Man its now itching like a beeeeee! But i had so much fun. They're one of those awesome peeps, and im glad they're a part of my great life. Love you guys sooooo much yooo!!! Happy B'day Shanaynayyyy!!!

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On my own two feet

Lesson learned. And i've learned the hardest way. Been having a hard time dealing with stuff. How people kept on letting me down (but then again, hey! I bet i've let so many people down too, so fair enough). And having a battle with trying to forgive myself, or dealing with the fact i have made huge and lots of mistakes was hard. But I finally managed to stand up again. Not that stable yet, but heading there. I've only been praying to God to give me strength not to hate me, or anyone else.

Only last week I started to feel good about myself again. That's when everything gotten put to a test. Can I forgive people who hurt me? Now I can say that I actually can. And there's no feeling greater than that. Reaching this point in life is a lesson I will never forget. I came back strong. And I don't think I could ever do that without God being on my side every single time. So God is good. All the time.


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Tanjung Lesung

well..another getaway! Awesome...it was just me and sisca. She's leaving to Congo for two years so we decided to just go get a party of two. To the beach of course!

And LMAO i took a pic of that sign at a gas station around Anyer area. Too funny! Urine Man is my new superhero! LOL. And i'm so tannaed now. I'm so happy. All is good, got back to Jtown then went straight to nay's bday. I'll post that pics later. I love them scoopies!

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Girl Power

Marieska sent me a quote today (which usually i'm just gonna laugh at it) but today it's a pretty good one i guess. It says "Dont allow one person to tear you down, ruin your day and hurt you. Allow that one person to make you stronger."
Im talking about in general, people act like a pain in the you know what. They can be whoever. But, yes, to make us stronger. That's wise. I used to see it the other way. lol. Speaking of being wiser. anyway, good nitey world!

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One crazy day

Well this is crazy. Went to Sisca-Allessandro's farewell. With Stella, then went straight to Ocha's bachelorette's. errr...it was crazy. I felt awkward. lol. Shangri La, Crystal, Bibliotech. There's so much i wanna write here but im just not sure i can actually write it here, if you know what im saying. Anyways, lol im home, safe n sound.

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RIP Pancasila

Another tragedy in my country Indonesia. Another soul taken for having faith in what they believed in. This is too heart breaking. We have PANCASILA. Speaking of that as the base for the country to run. That allows difference among the people but still one as an Indonesian. The freedom of having a religion. The freedom of speech. The freedom of being a certain race (we never chose to be white, brown, yellow or black, as we were all born this way). But look what just happened...

Yesterday a video of a very brutal mass attacked to an Ahmadiyya house, attacked the people, threw rocks on them, beating them up and killed them was all over youtube. I watched it...(not more than 5 seconds and decided to turned it off). I was crying. I'm not even an Ahmadiyya (is an Islamic religious movement founded in India near the end of the 19th century, originating with the life and teachings of Mirza Ghulam Ahmad (1835–1908))- but surely I think what those people think they did is for God, are actually twisted and sick. They have a right to believe what they wanna believe.

And today, 3 churches was burned. I am so sick. Now as a minority in this country, If you people are still trying so hard to burn us down. Christians, or Ahmadiyya or what other organization or race or other group of people, you are only throwing shits on your face, and it will only makes us - minorities - stronger than ever. And not even a GUN you point on my head will ever gonna make me betrayed my God. Even though my God doesn't need me to defend Him.

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