25

wow!!!

im 25 now y'all!!!

i used to sing vitamin c's song (graduation)

'...when we're gonna be when we turn 25, i keep, keep thinking that it'd never changed...'

turns out its true.

nothing really changed.

well despite that i dont have to go to school anymore

i've done my Uni time

and now working and living my childhood dreams!

everything that im doing now is everything that i really wanted to be.

so i thank God for all of this.

*

11 agustus 2008

Turns out geng ringgo gave me a surprise!!!

i was already at o channel about to shoot O clipwhen they arrived with cake, balloons and the geng was there.

Yani, Roro, Ringgo, Dennis, Nadia, plus O channel crew (yg kerjasama sama mreka).

i cried!!!hahaha...i was surprisedly happy though!!!*

and there goes the party on the 13th

thanks Yani for the pics!

it was at tomodachi bellagio

and the the day after my birthday

is Ringgo's 26th.

so we gave him a surprise allright!!!

love ya all peeps!

*

ironically

on the 12th of august

my friend's body (Grady) was released to his parents.

saw the funeral all over the news

and i was pretty upset that i cant be there.

it was held in Surabaya.

RIP Grady

we'll miss you.

me and grady back in 2007

Luv

Cee.

The ironic victim of the butcher from Jombang...RIP Grady.

tragic.
Ironic.
sad.
with him @ karantina.
(below) malam final with dion, ben, grady, nino.

gue dapet sms dari Dion tgl 1 agt pagi.
"Cher lo udah liat foto korban-korbannya ryan blum?
kok salah satunya mirip Grady?
itu beneran nggak sih?"
dan gue yang telat bangun n buru-buru mandi cuma mikir
'hah? ini becandaan dia lagi ato apa sih?'
tapi nggak sampe 2 menit Franda nelfon gue dengan suara panik
dan bilang kalo nanti sore di obsesi dia bakal ngebahas soal Grady.
then it was confirmed.
gue merinding setengah mati.
shocked juga.
emang desember taun lalu gue nerima sms yg bilang dia meninggal
tapi kata keluargannya ngga bener.
jadi kita semua cuek aja...
biarpun we couldnt find him anywhere sejak itu.
my phone wouldnt stop ringing since.
just so u know,
i dont know if he was gay or not.
i didnt think he was.
coz that question is pretty uncomfortable for me to answer.
ironically,
dia selalu kepingin jadi terkenal.
and he kinda is now
in an odd way.
RIP Grady Adam.
luv
cee.