another ran away christmas and NY trips

So I'm here sitting at Denny's in the downtown of Acukland-NZ. Been travelling from Hongkong, to the southern Island of NZ, and now the north. I've made a pact to myself. I'm gonna make next year a traveling year for me. Every month I'm gonna explore Indonesian beach. I'm gonna stay implusive like my last year's resolution. But yes, Indonesian beach everymonth. And the long trips would be: US, Eurpe and Israel. That's my NY resolution. I'm gonna do it y'all and feel free to join me! Holleration!

Recapz!

I was having a bit of a fight with myself. But it's done now. I guess. well anyway, what you missed on the last episode of my life would be:

1. The pics been uploaded to the Greymanner fashion editorial site. I'm loving it.

2. Catching up with Fina at kitchenette for about 6 hours nonstop talking, was a great way of healing.

3. I found a new fave blog: www.dicktionaryofdickstraction.tumblr.com

4. I found out that Sm*sh boyband indo is HILLARIOUS!

5. I realized my previous post made me looked like im mental. but, yeah i was left in such a state, LMAO!

so yeah...lets get back to work.
luv
cee

Fuckityfuck!

YOU KNOW WHAT.... FUCK THIS!!! I'M DONE OF FEELING LIKE SHIIIIIT!!!

i'm done with people do whatever they want to me because i look strong.
i'm done having my heart broken.
i'm done being played.
i'm done being stupid.
i'm done feeling lost.
i'm so fucking done! done! done!
Gosh darn it!!!

Best quotes

“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.”

luv,
cee

Farrell's photo shoot, and the airport

so yesterday i picked up my friend at the airport. an old friend. went to his house, melly's and grab a glass (or two and a half) of wine. wine was good.

and today i had a photo shoot with farrell. i can only give you one preview. but i had fun. it was fun. hehe.



luv,
cee.

Classic!
Beautiful!
RocknRoll!!!

I was just youtubing Guns n' ROses videos back in the late 80s and early 90s.
thats what i call rocknroll (after Queen of course).
My fave of all time are still November rain, Don't cry and Patience.
Slash...is just...perfecto! (ciggy in his lips, leather jacket, jeans, and that hair...signature!)
now i remember why i used to love rockstars. Hahaha!

luv,
cee

Christmas Wish List to Dear Santa :)

Well Christmas is around the corner again.
Dear Santa...all i want for Christmas is...

1. Snow in Jakarta
2. Or Christmas not in Jakarta (if there's no snow) hehehe
3. To be with the whole family
4. I hope i can be helping other people starting from next year (since i realized being cool doesnt do good to anyone else but me lol)
5. To be able to share love with the loved ones :)
6. I wish there wont be any chaos happened in Indonesia during Christmas, nor any disasters
7. I just wannabe useful for all mankind (hahaha is it me speaking? i feel old now lol )
8. I wannabe in two places at the same time (i shall go to countries seperated by border line)

eitherway, i know some of the list are crazy... i still wanna wish you all a merry warm Christmas and Jesus bless!
luv,
Cee.

ran away to bali...

Last weekend Yani, Widi, Dini, Mierza, Tuur, Darragh, Manael, Dilla and me went to Bali. It was a rock and roll journey with Mandala Airlines. Plane delayed and cancelled and we had to fait for ages at the airport and i stayed in 3 different places in 3 days hahaha! But catching the waves and surfing the sun was great, you can see the picture dont lie.
Luv,
Cee